silenced teardrops,

behind the closed door she weeps her heart out, 

for someday, will be a better day she hopes she'll find soon.

never letting go of the past he lies, never looking forward in all these fight.

to frequent now to even name or tally or even say,

if this phase will ever fade to go away.

you're supposed to be my support and my soul,

and yet you turn away from me and leave me

in this darkness all alone.

laying there in the tearstained bed, one day

one day she always says,

this will change, for the better you know,

no more tears or angst. nothing will show.

your love we vowed is everlasting and pure,

i wont give up until i fix,

this breaking heart heart of mine and yours.  

blogspot,

i'll stay, i want to. i want to write it like a regular blog. like tumblr but with a personally touch and with this laptop i think i can. i guess all i need to do it find the time to fit it in. but im going to start because it relieves me of all the things i worry about

so... i went to reading this summer;)

this is me, in my pochontas hat- i look so rough and it was only the first day;)
 my beautiful friend lisa took this photo on her camera. i think i was just excited to be there, my first year,
but hopefully many more to come;)






oh there were some interesting times.
we had camped in G6- clever or stupid you can decide, i've had numerous people tell me both. but i have to say, it was the best place to be for me< wow that came off way too cheesey.




i saw the vaccines, and many more. this is the only picture i have of the bands. but all in all it was just incredible. really really good. met some awesome people, and made memories i'll always remember.

okay now im sounding like a readind fest freak.> i'll stop.

well hello, again.
 this is slightly awkward since i havent written in awhiel.
well i had promised myself that i would write on this more when i got my laptop and hi ho, i got it and here i am promising to write way more.

boys are jerks,
and in my history always let me done.
but one day- one day.
ill find a keeper.

so i haven't written in a while,
and so heres the catch up...
nothings much has changed
still living in the same town, same school,
different year, a different school start
and year 12, well its challenging
but i like it that way, prepares me for my future, y'know.
right now, im doing my economics work, but getting too easily distracted.

happydays

its been awhile and im here to stay,
the light so bright too even fade away.
your choice of words are evermore heard,
in my head and the back of my soul.
take the lead, and i will follow,
closely behind, just like your shadow.
let me tear these walls apart,
for you,
to let the shining light of come pass and through.
stay awhile don't leave so soon,
until morn comes and the wolves back into,
the mysterious forest that came from today.