silenced teardrops,

behind the closed door she weeps her heart out, 

for someday, will be a better day she hopes she'll find soon.

never letting go of the past he lies, never looking forward in all these fight.

to frequent now to even name or tally or even say,

if this phase will ever fade to go away.

you're supposed to be my support and my soul,

and yet you turn away from me and leave me

in this darkness all alone.

laying there in the tearstained bed, one day

one day she always says,

this will change, for the better you know,

no more tears or angst. nothing will show.

your love we vowed is everlasting and pure,

i wont give up until i fix,

this breaking heart heart of mine and yours.  

blogspot,

i'll stay, i want to. i want to write it like a regular blog. like tumblr but with a personally touch and with this laptop i think i can. i guess all i need to do it find the time to fit it in. but im going to start because it relieves me of all the things i worry about