am I ever going to be good enough for you?

no. I'm never going to be good enough to you, no matter how good I try to be; to be honest I don't really know when you are going to realise that I am never going to be your perfect daughter, nor am I going to be both me and Maria in one. Having high expectations has always been part of my whole life, but the thing is 'me' only equals to disappointments, and in my fathers words an irresponsible immature child. What can I do, its me and I am realising after 15 years that they are not going to be put down, by them comparing me to their friends children. Fucksake, just look at them; no offense, cause I don't really know them (you see I stay well away from my family's friends) but they all look like they have no social life, or a life full stop. Sorry you never had your chance of your ideal daughter, you'll just have to be put up with a failure of a daughter I am instead.