Thursday, 10 March 2011

if you wanna come back, it's alright it's alright.

Dear reader,
I am a strange one and I’m not ashamed to say it, I’m not pretty, popular nor am I perfect. I have been hurt and teased all my life and frankly i have hurt myself quite badly in the past. I’m insecure as hell and compare myself to everyone. I bring myself down with every imperfection i have and critize every little detail. School is one of the hardest part of my life with all my gorgeous friends. Although I try and hide it with a smile or say nothing, my colour gets me down the most and I think I am not worth and too ugly to hang with my friends.
Dear friends,
You make my life my life. Yes I get teased by you mostly but I’ve learnt to not take to heart, it’s a joke, I get it. You bring me out of my shell and make my insecurities disappear. You are all utterly jaw droppingly beautiful, it makes me ashamed to be with you, but you seemingly push those worries away too with our laughs and banter. I know I am irratating as hell, thank you for putting up with me.

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