sucide?

You know what I just don't get it! I don't get why someone would commit suicude when they have so much going for them in their life, okay I understand if theres nothing left for a person to live in this wold, but still than your wasting your life away, when so many people die without wanting too, and alright even I may have had the slightest thought about suicide, but I know I would d never go through with it, im not a fool, my family already lost my sister I think it would be abit too much if they lost me aswell, and sometimes it may seem that I hate them and just want to be as far away as possible I still love them and care enough to never break their hearts in that kind of way if any. However it hurts me to think how some people think that they don't have anyone that cares, although it makes me appreciate what family and friends I have, it makes me really upset. No-one and I mean no-one should feel like they have nobody in their lives who gives a damn about them, because I have had my moments when I have felt like that and it is an utterly horrible feeling. If you need I am here for you.